The Clippers collapse will have to wait until tomorrow. Something more personal, in the realm of sports, happened to me this morning, but it seems to have been in the works for some time now. And right before I really get into this, the "president" had nothing, I repeat loudly, NOTHING, to do with the Big Ten reinstating football for the fall of 2020. That dip shit in the White House may think he made this happen, and his dumbass, mouth breathing, racist, Nazi cult followers may think so too, but he had ZERO to do with this. The chancellors, presidents and the commissioner talked with doctors and scientists, and from what I read about it this morning, that was who helped them make a vote to unanimously restart. It was science and fact based, something the "president" either doesn't believe in, or understand, or both.

Me on the other hand, I am conflicted about this news. I even said last week that I had resigned myself to the fact that I would not be seeing Michigan football this calendar year. I had made my peace with it. That still may be true too. Who knows what is going to happen with this virus. Who knows how it will react with the upcoming flu season. Who knows what will happen when/if all kids start going back to school in the near future. All of this is still very fluid and there are still very possible situations that can halt the season before it even starts. I think the Big Ten is being smart, for the first time during this whole ordeal, in waiting until late October to start. I also think it is the right move to play eight or nine games all within an eight or nine week span. Try to cram it all in because that seems like the only way it could possibly work, outside of a bubble. But still I find myself questioning the revote. I am stoked that I, hopefully, get to see Michigan football in one month. I haven't watched very much college or NFL since the new season started. It feels wrong to watch. But maybe with Michigan back it will feel more "normal" to me. I was happy to talk to my dad about what players we may or may not see when I chatted with him this morning. This is something we do every season, and it was nice to have a normal football conversation with him. It will make the season, if completed, feel a little more legit with the Big Ten involved because they have a few teams that are serious contenders. And it will be nice to watch the conference that I have watched my entire college football viewing life.

Yet, there are so, so many question marks, at least for me. I have seen in the news that a good amount of games have already been postponed. Arkansas State had to push a game this weekend to next month because they had an entire position group whittled down to one guy due to COVID and injuries. Baylor and TCU had their opening game postponed due to outbreaks within the team. Memphis played a game, won, and now they have had to postpone one, and possibly a second game, because some of the players went on a party bus, and 20 kids tested positive for COVID, and another 20 are in quarantine for contact tracing. And even within the conference, Penn State has had a pretty big positive case number on campus, Iowa had to stop practicing for a few weeks, Maryland had to stop, Michigan State has moved to fully virtual, it is a mess basically. And that is all over the country at colleges right now too. In the SEC alone, Ed Orgeron, LSU's head coach, went on record and said that he assumes almost every player on his team has already "caught CoronaVirus". That is an awful statement, thought and he shouldn't have said that out loud. This is a college season that is very fragile. It has already been filled with stops and starts. There are tons of games being rescheduled already. But, the Big Ten gave me a moment, albeit fleeting this morning, because they are back. I have been vacillating between joy and fear. It is a very weird feeling, and very much how all of 2020 has been. I am still pessimistic about all of this. I will believe that the Big Ten is back when I see the Wolverines, and the rest of the conference for that matter, actually take the field. I know it can happen because I have watched snippets of real college games last weekend, but I am still a little leery of the Big Ten truly pulling it off. I hope they do. I hope I get to see these kids that I have grown to know and watch. But I am also scared for them. I do not know what the long term repercussions could be. None of us do.

I guess I am just going to have this weird feeling for the rest of the year, and who knows how long after. But, maybe it will be a little different, a little better, when/if I do see Michigan playing in The Big House, even if it is only family there to watch the game in person. What a weird morning, and a weird saga the Big Ten has been on this year. Time to see if they can pull it off now. 

Ty

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